I'm a Cockatoo

I never thought that cockatoos could be cute, but they kind of are. Seriously, google image "cockatoo" and you'll see some awesomely strange birds. I always said that if i were an animal, i would want to be a bird, because i want to sing and fly. more specifically, i think i'd be a cockatoo. they are odd, like me, and it makes a great match.

besides, with my hair having been cut by the glass in the crash, my hair sticks straight up on my head just like a cockatoo. i always have to pull it back in order for it to look okay. i have two options: ponytail or half ponytail, with the occasional bun if i'm in the right mood. right now, i'm alone in my apt and i have it down, with a little piece of yarn that i'm wearing like a headband. its odd, i know, but hey, i'm a cockatoo, i'm allowed to be odd.

There is a blue sky and sunshine outside. its a glorious day to fly in the clouds. maybe i'll go fly around a little bit. i think i'm overdo for some suntanning and reading Pride and Prejudice in the grass (one of my favorite pasttimes). But first, I am doing something with my hair. and maybe i'll change my shirt. but then again, maybe not. its an oversized royals t-shirt, and its comfy and hides the fact that these pants are too small just slightly now, enough to give me an unattractive muffin top. of course, when are muffin tops ever attractive? never.

Shae

Grocery shopping--midnight style

so, i got off work and decided that, since i haven't had time lately to go grocery shopping, and i really need to, i would just go after work tonight. so at midnight, i got to walmart and buy groceries. i know, i'm a strange child. but i got some good stuff, restocked i shouldn't have to go shopping again for two weeks if i play my cards right. except maybe milk.i go through tons of milk.

i got LOTS of goodies, including Breyers ice cream on rollback. it is only 1 cent more than the great value stuff, and so much better! plus, its all natural, and it better for me than the ben and jerry's stuff, and i will eat less at a time withe the half gallon ( i have tiny bowls i use). so it was awesome. i hate those commericals, the rollback commericals, but in actuality, they DO save me money, and honestly, i appreciate it, and i wouldn't shop anywhere else, probably, because i know i can get pretty good stuff as great value at walmart and come out on budget, under sometimes.

my roommate asked me to do the dishes, too. she left a note. she has company coming over tomorrow and apparantly the two sinkful of dishes plus a counter full of dishes couldn't be tackled by HER, since its HER company, but had to be done by ME, who could care less if her company saw our dirty dishes. whatever, i did them anyway, because i've been meaning to. i even took out the overflowing trash (your welcome, roommate!) i'm just staying, after 8 hours at work, nearly an hour of grocery shopping, DISHES was the LAST thing i wanted to do. and they took me 45 minutes to do, because they were everywhere. is started at 1:30-ish, and finished around 2:15 to put away clean dishes, wash dirty ones, and rinse them. ugh. my feet are KILLING me! I thought i'd treat myself to a netflix movie and a small bowl of ice cream (already scarfed down). maybe i'll watch the proposal.

oh, and i bought popcorn. butter lovers. for when i watch all my movies.

oh, and i work three days next week already. monday night, wednesday day, and friday night. yay. and if i'm lucky, i might even get thrusday night from ronnie. *crosses fingers* that would be four days i would work, which would give me 32 hours for that week. that would be awesome. :D *prays fervently* tiring, sure, but it would be worth it.

i am really wanting a cute guy to show up soon, or i'll go crazy. quite frankly, i'm getting cuddle-hungry!! (or horny, however you want to phrase it. i prefer cuddle-hungry. its more polite).

shae

Crochet lessons

So I was home alone last night, doing stuff on my computer when a friend come by (a guy-friend, mind you, the one that the guy thought i was dating) and he poked his head at my window and was like, 'hey megan! Whatcha doing?" I said absolutely nothing, and he was like, can i come in? i said sure, and so he came in, and we chatted a little, and then we did some crocheting (last time he came over mandy taught him, if you remember). we listened to some music, crocheted, then watched the last episode of Glee together, and then he mentioned this other show, The Modern Family, and he said that he thought i'd like it, so we watched a few episodes of it, and it was funny. then we both facebooked and it was kind of funny, because we didn't talk, we just were both on facebook. it was weird. he left at 11, and i went to bed (i had to work at 8 this morning)

thats all. i don't even know what else to write, because nothing has happened.

shae

Oh, I found out that Cute Boss-man actually does have a girlfriend. she goes to school in south dakota. she's kinda pretty. anyway, thought i'd update you.

shae again.

Cute Boss-man Strikes Again

Today, I went to work, all for the attitude that cute boss-man is off limits, dating someone else, thing. I even wore a cute dress to work today, brown and yellow that looks great on my figure, thinking, hey, i want to dress up just for the heck of it, because i can (and because i have to do laundry).

Cute boss-man called at work, asking if it was raining, there was a storm coming. i said there wasn't, and he was all, great, thats what we needed to hear, and then we hung up. a few hours later he PULLS UP to the inn, and wiht some other guy, unloads tv's on our luggage cart and puts them in the breakfast prep room. He was looked nice in a blue polo and khaki shorts (how do you spell khaki... kakhi?) he stayed for like, a half hour to an hour unloading and doing a few other things. He told me that i was doing a few things wrong, and to do it this way instead, and to do this, and that, and for some reason, the way he said it, irked me to no end. I got MAD at him. i stuck my tongue out behind his back (which, looking back, wasn't a good idea because of reflective glass doors... yah, yikes.) yah, i was ridiculous. but it felt good, because since i was mad at him, i forgot that i had a crush on him. it was a good relief.

then he called later a few times, checking on things, and adding a note to tomorrows day people, etc, and he seemed happy to talk to me, and glad to talk to me, etc, you know? there was something happy about his voice. and like the first time he called and he found out i was working he was like, "hey!!" and was like, really excited to talk to me. it was a little wierd, but nice, and made me smile. :) you know?

I'm like a little girl in middle school, going on about some guy. he's four years older than me, for heaven's sake. He's not even christian, i don't think, because i heard him cuss. would a good christian guy cuss? Honestly, i keep asking myself that, holding to the hope that he is and it just slipped out.... or that its a bad habit he hasn't dropped yet.

i don't know, i think i'm just blowing it out of porportion. one of my roommates, the one who used to be engaged, now has this new guy she met that's she's been going on dates with, and he sounds like a great guy. and now i keep thinking about the only prospect on my table right now, cute boss-man. *sigh*

i hate this. go away, cute boss-man, stop being so amiable, and friendly, and cute. stop calling work when i am working, and stop coming to the inn when i am working. stop it, cute boss-man. stop it.

his name is jason. i just had to say that, because i like his name. its a nice name.

stop it. gosh, change your name to something less cute, like harold, or jim. UGH!

Shae

Birthday Cake

We have half a birthday cake in our apartment, screaming my name. its perfect--yellow cake with chocolate frosting, my favorite. its my roommates birthday today, and my other friend too, who came and stayed with us last night. the cake is delicious... i had two pieces after work last night... :D

I am going crazy with my fantasies about Cute Boss-man, so I have determined to dub him "off limits" He now has a girlfriend that he will propose to soon. Shh, don't tell anyone (mostly because its all madeup) this will help me, however, not to think of him like that anymore, if i tell myself that he's already taken. its helped in the past.

I now have netflix on my computer, thanks to my dad. Yahoo!! i was so happy!! Its so handy! its like an online video store, but i don't have to pay anything! Haha, its wonderful with all types of movies that i've always wanted to see/never heard of/sound interesting. Lol.

I'm a little bit rock'n'roll.... Actually not really rocknroll so much as classic rock. I just like the allusion to the song. I listen to classic rock radio station at work because its either that, vulgar pop, or country. I pick classic rock! its what my dad listens to, and i always thought it was annoying and not my thing, but now that i listen to it, i like it. i will prob. never admit that i like my dad's music to his face..... Oh my gosh, i'm turning into my father. NOOOOO!!!!!

Pardon me while i have a panic attack....

[leaves room and screams then returns]

okay, i'm over it now. thank you for obliging me there. Haha. Now i think i will go and watch a jane austen novel on film via netflix.

Shae