Today, I went to work, all for the attitude that cute boss-man is off limits, dating someone else, thing. I even wore a cute dress to work today, brown and yellow that looks great on my figure, thinking, hey, i want to dress up just for the heck of it, because i can (and because i have to do laundry).
Cute boss-man called at work, asking if it was raining, there was a storm coming. i said there wasn't, and he was all, great, thats what we needed to hear, and then we hung up. a few hours later he PULLS UP to the inn, and wiht some other guy, unloads tv's on our luggage cart and puts them in the breakfast prep room. He was looked nice in a blue polo and khaki shorts (how do you spell khaki... kakhi?) he stayed for like, a half hour to an hour unloading and doing a few other things. He told me that i was doing a few things wrong, and to do it this way instead, and to do this, and that, and for some reason, the way he said it, irked me to no end. I got MAD at him. i stuck my tongue out behind his back (which, looking back, wasn't a good idea because of reflective glass doors... yah, yikes.) yah, i was ridiculous. but it felt good, because since i was mad at him, i forgot that i had a crush on him. it was a good relief.
then he called later a few times, checking on things, and adding a note to tomorrows day people, etc, and he seemed happy to talk to me, and glad to talk to me, etc, you know? there was something happy about his voice. and like the first time he called and he found out i was working he was like, "hey!!" and was like, really excited to talk to me. it was a little wierd, but nice, and made me smile. :) you know?
I'm like a little girl in middle school, going on about some guy. he's four years older than me, for heaven's sake. He's not even christian, i don't think, because i heard him cuss. would a good christian guy cuss? Honestly, i keep asking myself that, holding to the hope that he is and it just slipped out.... or that its a bad habit he hasn't dropped yet.
i don't know, i think i'm just blowing it out of porportion. one of my roommates, the one who used to be engaged, now has this new guy she met that's she's been going on dates with, and he sounds like a great guy. and now i keep thinking about the only prospect on my table right now, cute boss-man. *sigh*
i hate this. go away, cute boss-man, stop being so amiable, and friendly, and cute. stop calling work when i am working, and stop coming to the inn when i am working. stop it, cute boss-man. stop it.
his name is jason. i just had to say that, because i like his name. its a nice name.
stop it. gosh, change your name to something less cute, like harold, or jim. UGH!
Shae
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